MIDNIGHT LOVE; Our Forbidden Love~

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Today break fast with Doctor Kay at Manhattan Fish Market @ Central Clarke Quay. WOW!!!!! I am sooooooo in love with MFM! Like totally hundred times better than Fish & Co.! hahaha.. Should eat there again.. but with you-know-who!

Kay said that I might have Marfan's Syndrome cos of my hyper-flexible joints. He said that he has never come across a patient like me... My condition was extremely rare. You tell me, who can bend his finger backwards without any pain?! I have yet to meet anyone with the same ability as me. like totally. He told me to higlight these points when i go for my pre-enlistment check up so that they won't post me to combat! hahaha.. Cos my joints and bones are extremely fragile and i can get hurt easily under intense pressure.

Anyways, I'm so addicted to this song by Brown Eyed Girls! 'Abracadabra'... super sexy la!!! i love the dance!!! Boys, don't drool! This is only the stage version.. must check the MV.. .SUPER HOT!!

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10:08 PM

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Here are some of the pics from TAB Day! Thanks to whoever this photo belongs to^^

Army Daze Recruits! POP!!!

Army Daze casts!

ISR!

pics with the clique xD

TAB Day was great!!! Thanks ISR^^

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9:14 PM

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

argh.. finally.. EVM project is done.. Today was the execution day.. TAB Day was great!!! Rock on ISR! :)

Exams are like coming and I'm still not in my study mood!!! Soooooooooo much to study for event management and office admin!! ='( Really need to sit down and study and stop facebook-ing and enjoying my Wild Bunny 2pm shows! no...... i need to see my 2pm hyungs!!! >.<

OK, saw this picture in my facebook.. uploaded by my fav. DJ.. DJ George Leong! I'm sure some of you have seen this. haha

spot me if you can! LOL.... haha.. will remember that night. It was at Zirca. The night when i met Bobby on the dance floor.. *misses* Bobby oh Bobby.... LOL! this is not an infatuation! :)

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8:52 PM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

It's the fasting month! Yay!!! good time to lose weight!

Movie with Bobby last week was great. We watched "last house on the left" It was very gore but a bit too dramatic. Overall, it was a nice movie. Must watch! I like the story line. So suay la.. sat next to another aj couple=.='

It was great to spend time with Bobby.. so aunty la he.. haha.. but still cute! LOL.. We saw Huang Biren and Zhang Yaodong at the foodcourt.. was thinking how come YD was with Biren's family.... then Bobby said, "jie di lian" haha! then i laughed my ass off la.. Bobby is so mean. LOL.

I so wanna catch another movie with Bobby again... 'The Final Destination', i'm sooooooooo coming!!! hahah

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6:19 PM

Sunday, August 16, 2009

A tiring day indeed it was today! Had band prac in the morning, then after that went to Marina Square for lunch. Then it was the F1 site recce. Met up at Suntec City, and it was kinda boring. haha... but oh well..

Thank you Koonie, Haziq and Afizan for waiting on me and looking after my bassoon for 3 long hours. So sorry! >.<

After that, went to meet Bobby for dinner at Marina Square! He's so nice, saw me suddenly took my bassoon and carry it without me asking him to. He got initiative. So sweet! :P Initially, i wanted laksa, the stall nearer to where we were seated had their laksa all sold out, so he walked around the entire food court just to find a laksa for me. Then in the end, i told him it's ok... I will eat whatever he's eating. Ain't he sweet? So, we both ate Curry Chicken Noodle! :D Then, he wanted to drink bubble tea.. haha. so he got himself a cup and we shared>.<

Walked around and we went to the area whereby you can win the soft plushie toys through luck. He tried sooooo many times and changed soooooooooo many coins just to get that cute little bear. In the end, i told him it's ok.. don't need waste money on such stuffs. Bobby is really great! :D Miss you alot le.......

Bye~

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12:59 AM

Thursday, August 13, 2009

I dunno... I just feel that i've been stereotyped. It's just so sudden. I mean, it's not like i was forced to be in this circle. This is my belief, and you people have no rights to make fun of me all day long. No, I am not talking about the army daze thingy. That's nothing.

Some people think it's funny being like this. I mean, do they know how i suffered when i was still in the closet? It was not that easy ok? I went through a lot emotionally and here you are, making fun of me cause of my beliefs. I thought pink dot was a success.... maybe not?~

Ask yourselves, have i ever made fun of you heterosexuals? Is it really abnormal to see someone like me? I really don' get it! Laughing at people like me is like laughing at your own nation. Singapore is unique cos of people like us. We make things colorful, but you people seemed to discriminate and despise us cos of our believe. As a person, i think everyone has the freedom to love. Happiness counts...

Even other people in this circle do not get laughed at when they're in the army. There are even some high ranking officers who are just like me. But they do get respect of the people around them. Then, why can't i? Aren't we all the same?

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7:52 PM

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

argh........ i fucking miss you already! it has only been a day without you and i already feel weird )=

miss dancing with you!

miss talking crap with you!

miss eating prata for supper with you!

miss lying on bed with you!

miss having beancurd for breakfast with you!

I FREAKING MISS YOU SO MUCH! CAN'T WAIT FOR MOVIE DATE! :)

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8:43 PM

Monday, August 10, 2009

Just got home after a nite of wild fun @ Zirca! Didn't get to see my uncle but saw you-know-who! Whatever... He asked me, "Hey, how are you... ok?" I answered, "Yeah, I am fine" and 'diao' him. That's what you get for making my life miserable.

I must say, Zirca was happening last night. The queue was sooooooooooo freaking long, but luckily i was on the guest list. Managed to get in. The club was so packed and the atmosphere was fine. Minutes later, the event started. It was 'Hunks in Trunks & Undergears' LOL! Was standing near the platform and how i wish i could lay my hands on those hard rock abs! =.=' They were all so fine and yummy. Hahha!

Was dancing and getting high! While dancing, out of a sudden, i danced with this stranger. It was kinda akward at first, but we kept dancing and he started to hold me. Whenever the gas comes out, he'll like blow it away and cover my face using his shoulders xD We were dancing on the edge of the platform and since it was crowded, there are times when i was almost pushed down. He would quickly grabbed me and hold me tight. LOL! Halfway dancing, the show started again... the hunks in trunks were on stage. He knew that i wanted to see, but we were at the back.. He then decided to carry me so i can have a view. Isn't he sweet? We were exhausted and decided to have a drink and rest. We did a proper introduction and his name is Bobby^^ He's 10 years older than me.. means he's 29. A friendly guy he is. And kinda cute... and he doesn't even look like aj one bit! :)

Back to the dance floor... This time round, it was purely dirty dancing from the both of us. Since that we've break the ice, we were dancing like horny bastards. LOL. While dancing i thought, "it has really been awhile since i enjoyed while dancing..." Both of us were in the mood and kept dancing... It was 3.30am and we decided to take our leave. We didn't want to leave after everything was ended cos the crowd was so packed. We left and exchanged numbers xD Bobby wanted supper and we were thinking prata. I thought we were walking there, but in fact he drives! So he drove us to have some prata. Supper was great. Prata was crispy! But the girl sitting next to our table kept looking at me. =.=' It's like she knows that i am. WTF! Dun give a damn. After supper, Bobby asked me where i wanted to go. I was like anywhere is fine. Then, he brought me back to his place to spend the night xD

He stays in the suburbs, and his place to Marina Bay area is only like 5 minutes away! Isn't that freaking cool? LOL. Reached his place, and everyone else was sleeping. Slept like babies lor the both of us. Haha. We were supposed to wake up at 8, but we were both lazy to get up. Instead, we woke up around 9.30 this morning. Washed up, and went down for breakfast! Beancurd was great. Didn't know that he liked it too :) After that, he drove me home and here i am blogging.

It was nice knowing Bobby for the night. Hope to see him soon! :) Thanks for everything Bobby..

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10:24 AM

Saturday, August 08, 2009

Hello! It has been a while since i really sit down and blogged! So lazy to do so! haha! Guess I'm in a mood for that tonight!

OK, alot of things have been happening to and around me. I dare to say that i went through alot emotionally. Sometimes, things just don't go the way you have always wanted it to be. Never mind, not gonna bother anymore. *sings 'I don't care*

I believe in karma.... what comes around goes around. And what goes up must come down. Recently, met a nice fella. An air steward. $________$ LOL! Ray's nice. Met him for supper, and gosh... you should look at the stuffs he carry... Gucci bag, LV Hp pouch and the list goes on. Though his car is quite messy! Ray is extremely nice... I can see that he is super sincere. Not your common aj guys. Thanks to him, he made me realized how important my life is. He'll talk sense with you. I mean, after all these years... I'm such a slut. I should change. Ray's right. You can never get too lucky...

He even told me a heart wrenching story about a friend of his. Very saddening. A friend of his was brought to a _______ by another guy. Ray's friend is 21 and drop dead gorgeous. Anyone would just wanna eat him. He was also a virgin and that night was his first time. So, without protection they had intercourse. Ray's friend was in pain and he couldn't move. The guy who did it with him had already left... Ray's friend was lying motionless and other patrons of the spa saw him and decided to try him. He was screwed umpteen times..God knows how many! By the time it happened, his anus was already bleeding. He was panicked when he bled excessively and he decided to find Ray. Even Ray was surprised to see that. Ray took him to a hotel and and looked after him. Gave him a bath and consoled him. He had no idea what to tell his mother.. When his parents know about it, they were upset of course. What's worse is that they come from a normal income family and now his parents terminated his telephone line and he is forbidden to leave the house without his parents. It's really saddening to hear such a tragedy. He's only 21, with a bright future ahead.

To all my pink friends, becareful who you're playing with. If best, try to stick to one partner. Even to my straight friends, multiple sex partners is a big NO-NO! Take care, and please play safe. Actually, even oral sex has its risks.

The long weekends is finally here! Can't wait for sunday! Zirca with my dear god bro and friends!:) his treat~ hahah! thanks! oh no! Don't tell me i will see my uncle there! hahah!!! even if he's there, cool! i can boast that he's my uncle and he's COOL!

*was listening to "Tell Me Your Wish" by SNSD*
ps. Dom-Dom is sooooo cute xD

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1:32 AM

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Finally, things are settled between me and him. The process was so tough and heart breaking. Keep crying and crying but it was all worth it. It was really nice to have a man-to-man talk and get stuffs done so we both understand and not get hurt furthermore.

I appreciate for what Song Hua has done for me and it was nice knowing him. But maybe somethings would not go your way. I get it... He thought me to think rationally and be more mature next time.

Thank God we're still friends now and will be so even in the next million years. Thank you Song Hua, you made my life colourful and fun at least. *FRIENDS FOREVER*

thank you!

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8:12 PM