Lesson starts at 10am later.. so now still at home! haha.. anyways, i bumped into ZhiYong yesterday in the MRT while going to school! Yes, that Chow ZhiYong!!! Hahaha.. It has been like 2 years since i last saw him. He's now studying in ITE Ang Mo Kio... haha. DMD student le. We took the Red line to school.. haha. wonder when will i bumped to him again? haha.. i still remember, we used to aj around while we're still in secondary school! haha.. funny la.. After school yesterday, i rushed from Bishan to Jurong as i wanted to collect my testimonial from my secondary school! I had to rush as the general office will close like 5... I reached lakeside MRT exactly at 5. haha.. so rushed my way there lor. haha.. The testimonial looks so damn prestigious. hha.. it's like your entire life depends on it you know!! haa. Gee.. mine is only 8 pages long.. i think there are some people whose testimonial are longer. Oh ya, 2 days ago, met up with Juju, Liyana and Ramdan.. as they wanted to find something. haha.. we met up in Bishan, at J8. Adilah was there, but she had to leave early reason being that she had religious lesson. Miss them la.. haha.. We ate at LJS in J8.. After that went around the mall.. they couldn't find anything they wanted to get for someone, then i suggested that we should go to VivoCity. haha.. Ramdan told us some funny stories on our way to Vivo. haha.. We all laughed like crazy in the train. haha.. And as usual, i was the one with the loudest laughter! haha.. When reached Vivo, they found what they wanted to buy, then went around window-shopping for a while (I SERIOUSLY WANT THAT NUM SHOULDER BAG!! BUT IT'S GODDAMN EXPENSIVE LA!!) Then after that, went home lor...
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7:57 AM
School was ok.. like usual.. had S&W lesson today with a relief teacher. She's good!:) Had NAPFA test during S&W lesson just now... Ugh.. i think i did bad:(Sit up: 43
Standing Broad jump: 214cm
Shuttle Run: 10.3secs
Sit & Reach: 52
Left with my Inclined pull up and 2.4km run.. More and more people already know about me, cos I told them! Well, those who knows, keep it a secret ya! I'm getting out my closet really really soon:) Was on the way home from school just now, and i suddenly thought of my Jason-Kor. Miss him to death la! I started SMSing him, saying how is he doing in NS and all that. He replied;JASON-KOR 13-MAY-2008 17:25Yo! Haha doing ok lah hope you're doing fine too!:) i think i heard that you're doing a business course now, is it busy? I replied, then he replied back:So far so good i must say ha.. All the best in your studies!:) think i'll have problems continuing after ns haha...I replied back, asking him wad will he be studying after ns, he replied;Mechanical engineering in NTU, hope i'll fare ok there. Quite excited and looking forward to it actually:)Well, really miss him la.. Still remember those day i used to frequent sms him! haha.. and that was like when he took his A-levels la.. then when he told me he did quite badly for his exams, i was kinda guilty!:( But he keep saying it was not my fault, oh well then.. haha.. hope his gf is really looking after him! If not, i'll _____ her for not looking after my kor! haha.. jk jk:)
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6:32 PM
Life is just full of surprises, and when you come to think of it- it's a small world after all. Never thought that I would get cheated, lied by someone who then made use of my feelings. That fucking low life bastard, stop cheating people like me can? People like you should get a fucking life, wait- your life is already fucked up! So, dun get a life! Burn in hell will ya?! School was ok la today. Got back my accounting test paper. 91.5/100 for that test! Darn, was hoping i could get 95 and above!!! ROAR!! Must study hard de.. Me and my stupid careless mistakes!!!! During Office App, had a stupid surprise test on Microsoft Word... thank God i'm computer literate:) Anyways, i'm kinda sad!:( Clarence just told me that he might be leaving Singapore soon to further his studies in London. He's pursuing studies on Accounting.. I dun want him to leave me... but on the other hand, i want him to pursue his studies:( Gonna miss him like crazy! Clarence, we must still get into contact ok? I prefer snail mail when it comes to long distance communication. LOL. Anyways, Clarence.. thanks for being there for me. I was really touched by your sms; 09-May-08 15:03Oh i see. Hehe... You take care on your way there ok. You must be very tired le. You're like from the central to the east and from the east to the west. Wah, seems like one day tour in Singapore le. Drink more plain water ok.
I was very touched the moment i read his msg! Clarence, you're a great friend!:) *HUGS*
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8:22 PM
I dun need a friend like you no more! I told you it ain't my fault yet you insist it is! What the fuck is this? To think that i had a friend like you! Well, i seriously dun need one like you. It stinks! You suck, and so are your dumb followers! Think you're cool? Yeah right?! Wake up your idea la!! I told you i won't apologize to the mistake that was not caused by me! If you wanna go around bitching about me, fine! I dun care. If you wanna be a man-bitch, i can show you man-bitch you serious piece of wannabe shit!
Fellow readers, wake up. Some friends are not who or what they are ok? It's time you should just stand up for yourself and think about no one else but yourself! Dun let these scumbags push you around! You dun need a fucking wannabe to make you feel cool?! Just be yourself. And just be confident of yourself. So what if you're not good-looking, rich or there's something wrong with your sexual orientation? Who cares? You are who you are ok?! Let me stress this, dun be ashamed of your sexual orientation. I know how it feels like! Everybody is the same! Dun let people push you around anymore!
I AM WHAT AND WHO I AM! WHAT THE FUCK YOU THINK AIN'T MY FUCKING PROBLEM!
Watch out, cos Fian isn't gonna be the same Fian anymore! I am more mean, selfish and arrogant! Dun try to correct me cos it's my fucking life! I like what i do! Fuck off people!Let me burn in hell, I dun need you guys to care about me!
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1:45 AM
Happy Belated Birthday to Farah Atiqah and Liyana! Haha..You guys are finally 18!! Yeepee... All the best in life! Farah, take your time la for the tiramisu cake!:) Dun rush... haha.. And Liyana, omg.. miss you la.. long time never see you! Study hard hor you! :)
Anyways, yesterday had ITE Band prac. For one of the piece, I'm in 1st Clarinet. hahaha... and the other i'm in 2nds .Gosh.. i want 3rds.. 3rd parts is like the most unique la.. But nvm, in alumni i'm playing 3rd(: After the practice, went back to Jurong to cut my hair. haha.. i look so 'beng' with this hairdo.. After cutting my hair, went home to shower then head myself to Yuhua for alumni prac... .WAH.. whole day play in a band... like full-time musician like that. haha..
Ugh, some people are just to freaking emotional la. It's not that i dun understand u or wad.. but dun need to over-react! Wake up your fucking idea la!?!!?!
There's school tomorrow. Hmm... can't wait to see some of my darlings classmates:) Lessons can be a drag sometimes:(
I so wanna go to PLAY someday!! Kit's not even it and he's already been there! ROAR!!! I must set my foot there before 2009! I DUN CARE!! LOL!! HAHAHHA.. Hmm.. this thursday got 2 nice movies coming up. Ironman and SpeedRacer.. i wanna watch either one of 'em. An, i wanna watch with you!!:) Can't wait to meet you la!!!
ps haha.. you guys have no idea who the hell An is! haha.. won't tell you guys! :p
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1:43 PM
